So i haven't been posting much here lately on the blog. I have been really busy and kind of loss for words. It seems I have my off days just like anyone else. I have a rough time dealing with the death of my best friend and it has been 6 years this past March. Life goes on and more memories are built everyday. It just makes things a little harder when I see my little boy. My little boy reminds me so much of my best friend, Lance. The way he smiles, his sense of humor, and his caring and loving nature are all the things that link the two together for me. I guess my little boy was a gift to remember him by I don't know.
So then I have this other issue. I have many many wonderful people in my life. However, two people you need the most are usually your parents. Both of my parents are alive but they don't care about me or my family one bit. Now my mom, for as long as I can remember, always had something else in her life more important than her husband and her kids. That would be drugs and alchohol. My dad, on the other hand, raised me with my step mom. It is the classic step mom hates the kids senario. My dad has 3 daughters and 5 grandkids. My step mom has 1 daughter and and granddaughter, she treats as a daughter, and 3 great grand kids. This lady has pushed 2 of my daughters out the one left is a manager of a credit union. Needless to say she keeps her around for financing and stuff. Anyways, the point is my dad has just let it all happen. She doesn't like for his kids or grandkids to be around only hers. Go figure!
Anywho so with all my bull that I deal with I move on and try to make the best family I can for my little boy. I want him to grow up in an loving and supporting family. He is my world!
I just can't understand how anyone could put ANYONE or THING above the precious most wonderful life you brought in this world.
Okay enough of my sappy life...lol.
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